my bracelet...evolving
how can I put into words the significance of something which I cannot yet explain...
this bracelet has a story to tell...
it was meant for me...so I did not hesitate to purchase it for myself on August 2nd...
then part of the feather, a few quills, broke off just a few days later, during the toughest week of my life...
which represented so much.
In it's brokenness, it has been a source of strength for me as I've been healing over the past two months...
then this past weekend, I found myself, jumping off a boat into the sea...
the sea that calls me...
that cradles me...
that reflects the moon that I adore & constantly feel the pull of...
and when the sweet sea nudged me back into the boat, I noticed that the feather charm was missing...it's hard to tell from this photo, but it didn't just fall off...it "broke" off...
freeing itself from me...a letting go that I had no choice in...
stripped of my token of strength...
left alone so to speak...in a tiny boat...
however, interestingly enough...
I wasn't alone...
there was another sweet soul there with me...
who tenderly listened through my tears as I tried to explain that it was okay, because I knew there was a positive significance to the breaking away, even though I had no clue what that significance was specifically, it truly was no coincidence that the feather had broken away in that moment...in that way...
Last night, I was gifted with a few words from the universe, that resonated deep and brought to mind the loss of my feather...
“Life will break you. Living alone won't protect you from that, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart."
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared shitless about getting hurt again...
but she makes it easier...to open up...and trust...
A dear soul said to me that "A Vision" gives them hope & optimism about love and being loved"...
I couldn't have said it better myself...
